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Midnight MBT Lami, I still a people streamed on to the streets. The open street, wander aimlessly go, I like this kind of feeling. As if the world only me, what all need not worry, the past and the future are now disappear.
When I was young, I have a dream, to wander around. Grow up, but I can only stay in one place. Because this is my home, my beloved. I love the man, handsome and poor. He didn't like to talk, your eyes are always very gentle. Regardless of the family's objection, I married him.
We live in a small house in one room one hall, not beautiful decoration, wall is I brush, the floor is he sticky. The house of every brick, all have our love. I was in college students, and to learn photography MBT Fanaka, it is difficult to find work, especially in the small cities. He want to become a freelance photographer, everywhere to paint, get fees but very poor. So I in the company during the day when clerk, going at night cafe when the waiter, we need a lot of money.
"You too hard." Whenever he melancholy look at me, I will love dearly, for he, I would rather be desperate.
Occasionally have free time, I accompany him together out photography. The most beautiful camera in my eyes, always let him feel lost.
"You the vision is very strange." So he said with a smile, or for I press the shutter.
My teacher said I was a genius, he often are excited to tell me MBT Karani, the genius of ideas is always different from the world, he believe that I will be very famous photographer. If he saw every evening I'm on the plate, don't know how it will be of the world.
I don't think hard, don't think injustice, for the love I can be very great. Although when the night comes, I stood at the cafe behind the counter, looking at the door and the lights in a daze. Although was born and bred on a busy, but it always makes me feel strange.
Remember before mother died, took my hand and sighed, "I worry about your future......"
I endure tears MBT Fanaka, stubborn ground to say: "don't worry, I'll have a happiness."
Although my husband didn't work, although we had no children, but I don't care, so really think we can be happy. But many nights, I dreamed that mother dying of look in the eyes, woke up ready to break off, heart felt sorry for her. Maybe I didn't imagine happiness, but I was too stubborn, never willing to regret. In the mother's tomb, I embrace of icy cold of the tombstone, imagine her soft embrace, the feeling is very warm. "Mom, you leave my time is too long, I miss you so much. What is to belong to my happiness, I myself also more and more not clear."
"In a very influential photography competition, he chose three pictures of running, one is my idea.
"This is our love crystallization." His long fingers on a computer keyboard, playing the piano general wonderful jump. I put your head on his back, and he is thin, my hand can clearly touch his bones shape.
"We'll be happy......" He MengYi such as general to whisper.
We'll be happy...... I give myself hypnosis. In cold night, always need a warm hug to each other, or so lonely. If there is no "in this world, I have nothing.
Take an examination of the university, in the mother's strong opposition, I still fill in for their own volunteer. I assured her, I will win, and I will become a photographer, publishing their own pictures. But she died, I was just an ordinary housewife. This life, I have no the meaning of a mother. Should say, we both in life is the g. I don't know, isn't me to mother died, she left, time is so young. She is always a fantasy I can have a big house in the future, she old, and live with me. I want to see mother white-haired appearance, when she is on the move around, I helped her to the door in the sun. But god not to give me such an opportunity, this is to my punishment.
"Our bad luck finally over." The day of work, ShenYou SMS messages to me.
"What?" I asked in mobile.
"I'm winning the prize!!!!!" He got a lot of exclamation mark, very excited.
The prize is what we love crystallization works, "said even unexpected. I know he really want to say, the judges of the judgment is also very strange. "Got a big bonus MBT Fanaka, I want to acquire some household appliances, but" intended to buy an expensive new camera.
"I now is a real photographer......." He said so, I feel envy to existence. What was surging heart, but muddleheaded not clear.
Since the prize, "become very busy, he met a lot of peer, often a dinner party. I hear they talk about the dinner in, also want to say something, but no one noticed me. I buy food cook wash bowl, "clothes are all iron level off, the shiny floor dragged. My eyes are very painful, I raised my head not let tears fall, I think I just use eye fatigue. My boss talk about me, always said I was that the pictures of the study. My life is still SuoSuoSuiSui, like you have a lot of say, in fact are not worth a pretty.
He had the chance to go to Beijing said rashin, go to school for a year. I think he told me, is to discuss with me, but he said he was already decided.
"Such a good chance, I can't miss it." He never too early to begin packing, take out the passbook repeatedly look.
"That I?" I don't know what to do to ask that.
He is also don't understand, "of course, you are at home?"
"I want to go to......"
"Are you mad?"
May I really crazy, and every day the muddled. I quit my job, a cafe off work to go home lying in bed what all don't want to do, always feel life hopeless on top of the world.
"What on earth are you what? Now many magazines I manuscripts, the payment to the high, we will soon to live a good life." "The unusual for me puzzled.
"For you is it, dream important?" I asked.
"Of course, I have been pursuing my dream. I promise you, we will be happy, now I do."
But, my dream? I personally give up